I'm going to assume literally nobody missed me but I'm going to attempt to make a stable return where I try to stay active and actually post stuff. I'm 20 now, my life situation has improved and I'm going to be 21 in like 3 months so like I promise I'm not going to do anything stupid or insane lmao.

I know my last few posts have been about how I'm better now but they're kinda immaturely worded and low-key some of them I don't even remember writing. That's probably because I've had a disdain towards this site for a while because of personal reasons, nothing serious lol.

I'll probably make a post to the front page once I've uploaded enough stuff, bit too early to make a big show out of my return, y'know. I would actually prefer not to, I don't really need a welcome back party and I'm kinda shy and I don't really trust people to not be weird about it just yet so like yeah... But, you know, I probably should do that, if I want to get scouted again and actually participate on NG.

If you're concerned that my whole "oooh I wasn't myself ooh my life situation was bad ooooh personal reasons" is some sort of cover up for something. It's not like I've done anything bigoted or illegal I just used to be really annoying and embarrassed myself a lot as a teen lol. I'm sure the most embarrassing things are long gone and forgotten by now after my 2 year break so!!! You may go ahead and dig through my stuff I don't care!!! I'm not scared!!! At best you'll just get something just, mildly obnoxious!!!! I mean thank GOD I'm not famous or anything and that people just forget about me because I'm not notable at all right? Right? (Even people that I wish remembered me...)

AND YES I AM AWARE THAT THIS POST IS BECOMING PRETTY OBNOXIOUS TOO.